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I used to be a good daughter for my parents ,an excellent student for my teachers and a friendly person to my friends. In the future, I want to be a good wife and a kind mother . I used to be confident about this. Almost all the people around me told me that I was. They trust me and like me because they feel that I am sincere and not a hypocrite.

To be honest, I don't want to care about others' remarks. But perhaps I put too much emphasis on the feelings of people who are very important to me. I will be sad as well if they are in a sorrow or while they are unhappy. As time goes by, I gradually realize what is vital to me. I am also surprised to find that I can contribute almost all myself silently to the people I am loving. Although I try my best to think and care for them ,because of my naive and stupid thinking, it seems that I always hurt their feelings. I got lost. I don't know what's wrong with me. So I feel inferior to others.I always be self criticizing in order to improve myself. I want to be perfect.Maybe that's the reason why I look like to be unhappy sometimes.

I really want to be an angel to my loved one. I am eager to see the smile and happiness. I just want to be a better woman and be myself without pressure. Who can understand?...